i needo t say this... how do tyou tell one of your best frionds that tou are loosing your mind. i wanto help someone but she will not let me. i want ot take the hurt out of hwer eyes and i know she will not let me. i really needo t make her understand that dwelling on a guy will not make her happy but tryiong ot purgde him from your life completely can hurt mire then reme,bering him in the first place. i want ot make him disapper for her make her smile agina. it kills me that ih has been been so long sincei saw that smile,. and it hurts me. otknow thaot could be helping if she owuld just let me in. i wnat to stop feeling powerless and yet i crave it in a strange way. i hope that ihe rots b/c she is too good for all of this stress and i know it kills her but she would not let me kill him. God i hate this i just want all of this ot make sense to me... my break- up last march doesnlt seem ot compare but it is all i haveo t offer to her. I HATE HATE HATE HATE THISi just wnait for us all tio be happy today and i think that for that ot happen i needot do sometihng drastic and i am not goign to kill anyone as muxh as i wnat ot. i just need ot make her see that she is worth so muc more and it will makw us both satop crying over all of this. FUCKFUCKFUCKDUCKDUCKDUKCUDKCUFKUCKUDILGWHOa;iudsg;k SZDGFAGHLSDKFGH ILRJVBLASDGHVL, IERGLSKDGIWRG74UGTDFSGVIBSDKBGIRUEBGSLDLIGWUBTRSGDFVILAS W ILGUWILGW.EDFHVWPEOGH RGTSDLKGJWTWTO2V509
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